Make The Impossible Possible

I don’t know how it started, and I don’t know how it’ll end. Somewhere along the line, though, I really started to liking you. Maybe it was that smile or those hypnotizing eyes. Or perhaps it was your beautiful brain or the way sing country music.

I don’t think you even see it, and I doubt you ever will. I’m probably forever friendzoned, even though I desperately long to be wrapped around your arms.

Your laughter rings forever right inside my ears as your sadness makes me cry. I wish that I could be the one to always make you smile while also carrying the burden of your pain. Although I know it isn’t true, I wonder if somehow you’d ever feel the same.

Sometimes when I’m lonely, I imagine what we would be like. Would we be the cheesy, romantic type or the ones who always laugh and keep it light? I mostly picture laughing and enjoying each other’s company. And, probably lots of talking all through the night until we see the sun rising through the curtains.

The worst part about it all is that it’s just a forbidden crush, a fruit of temptation that looks so sweet but I can never taste. Even if I wasn’t trapped, there are far too many complications to ever make a romance with you viable, and just saying that breaks my heart in two.

But the fantasy of something more is just one part of what keeps me keep going when I want the world to stop. If that makes any sense.

Each time you tell me I’m amazing, I grow weak in the knees. Just once I want you to figure out what it’s my heart, that I’m flirting and jonesing for you, but then again, what would happen if you knew?

So, maybe this is the only way to truly get my feelings out.

THE POWER OF IMAGINATION MAKE US INFINITE

Just know Jay, that someone would do almost anything to be part of your world. You are such an incredible man, there is no word to describe the dad you are to your boys and lucky will be the woman who will win your heart. I wish you could see yourself the way I do. 💙 But like I said, I believe in making the impossible possible - the word itself says I’m Possible.

Love, Bella 🦋